UMD-697 My husband won't hold me, so I'm prepared to be held by another man for the first time today (affair)

5 years of marriage. 4 years and 8 months sexless ... My husband doesn't hold me. Whether you walk naked in front of your husband after taking a bath or wear sexy underwear, it's through. Even if my husband wants a neat and elegant wife, I want to be obscene and vulgar at night! I'm afraid to be hated and I can't confess to my husband ... Today, for the first time, I'm embraced by someone other than my husband.