My breasts are rocket-shaped. My boyfriend says my nipples are pointy and sexy. He praises me saying that I can be a weather girl because I'm so cute. He says that my butt is beautiful and irresistible and devours it. But he cheated on me. We were so in love. I randomly checked my phone while he was sleeping. It seems that he had sex with someone while I was at my parents' house. It's clear from the contents of the email. I don't know who the other person was. Before he woke up, I blocked the address of the person he was cheating with, and then registered the address of the person he was cheating with on my phone. A few days later, I made an email address on my computer and sent it to her. "It's me, but please send it to this address from now on." Then we started exchanging emails. I asked him to say things like, "I've been busy with work lately," and "I want to meet you and be soothed. Please send me a photo." I was cuter. I gradually lost track of what I wanted to do. I had no choice but to meet him. Then it became bothersome and I started thinking, "Oh, he's so persistent after just one time, I wish I could have done it, women are such a pain." ←Now here. What should I do from now on? Recently, when I'm having sex with him, I can't concentrate very much because I feel hatred for him and I have to reply to his emails again, his cheating partner is such a pain, etc. So, I wanted to have sex without thinking about anything for the first time in a while and let my mind go free. I came right away after he touched me there and made a squishy sound, and he focused on my erogenous zone, the clit. It's really embarrassing to have someone see your face when you come. But I was really excited, including the fact that I was being filmed. I don't care about my boyfriend anymore. I'm going to try exchanging emails with my cheating partner a little more.